Something has been on my mind for a while…
This hurts me thinking about, this hurts me writing about this, but what if Fashion is not for me or where I need to be?! It’s a sad thought, fashion is all i ever known, being creative is all i ever known. I’ve been thinking about this for a long because it seems like no one believes in me, no one. It hurts my feelings that many emails I’ve sent out to people just for it to be ignored. So many easy things and career opportunities falls into people’s laps, except for mine. Absolutely nothing has been working out for me in the matter of years and I don’t think anything will. Yes I am a pessimitic! I rather be a pessimitic then being optimistic and having my hopes crushed in positivity, it doesnt make much sense otherwise. I’m still going to be applying for jobs fashion and non-fashion positions anywhere i land is fate i guess. At this point I need a job to start a life for a myself and to make money. Oh well, until next time.
