There’s a Trend here!
”Is something wrong with me?” That’s the question I write in my rants so far and crazy enough I was going to write another, “Is something wrong with me?” rant. So here’s the update… still jobless. I went on an interview today for a really good company. The position I applied for was a entry level position but the recruiter forward my resume for another better position (aww that was nice). Literally had no idea what this position entails, so I asked people on Linkedin, I did research and formulated a series of questions to asks them in hopes to wow them away. I don’t know if it will work because… well… my track record hasn’t been that great. Anyway after being mind fucked from two of the hiring managers I did a little retail therapy because I felt lousy. I hate having to answers questions about myself because it reveal aspect of my personality that I figure out that I don’t like. But what can I do?! I have to go on interviews and impress people (yawn). If there’s was a way to eliminate the whole interview process in my life, that would be awesome. But any hoos, back to the repetitive question at hand, may be there is something wrong me? I was reading about my astrology sign that I can be aloof. Well I guess sometimes I can be aloof but not all time. Oh did I mention that I reached out to the people I interned with about hearing of any openings and guess what? They ignored my email. Maybe there is something that is turning people off, I don’t know. I have not a clue, but I do know that I have a plan of leaving this area for a while. There’s absolutely nothing holding me back I wish there was like a boyfriend or a job, but no. I’m not getting any younger and I want to travel a little with my solitary. It’s seems selfish and it is. It’s time for me to be selfish because for so long I have been selfless to others and I repeat it has got me no where. I want to go to Canada, Florida and California. I’ve been looking at plane fare and it’s not that bad to go to FL for a few days the issue is the hotel which may cost an arm, leg and some neck. But I will have to sort that out. Being that no one wants me, I will use my time and money on me. I have to try to be happy, sitting around the house sending out resume and applying to jobs and getting no response it’s very depressing and damaging to my soul. I’m not a lazy I genuinely would like to work, but I’m repulsive to people. Harsh but apparently true. So what exactly is wrong with me? I still have no idea, I can’t figure out the riddle yet. When I get to break the code of this question that has been plaguing at me for months maybe just maybe someone will hire me.
