You Win Some and You Loose Some
In my case I don’t gain shit. Another day another rant on tumblr. The last time I wrote on here I was eager about the start of the work week with the possibility of hearing back from the jobs I applied to. Well I am here to write, that the week as past and nothing. I didn’t hear back from anyone I applied to, what else is new? It’s a new year and a new year of thinking. In 2010 no one cared about me and even though I put my self on the line and sacrificed my time for people I didn’t get that respect back from them. It is what it is, I have to move on with a new way of thinking in 2011. Everyday I get reminded in some way that the people i used to interned with are now getting jobs and are getting promoted. Me on the other hand cant land a job in a mail-room, (Oh I applied to H&M for a Sales Advisor, Department Manager and Store Manager didn’t get none of them) but again it is what it is. I realized that for the past year the many interviews I went on and the jobs I applied to, the majority of all answered the same way, I’m not qualified for the job/Decline/Not Right for the Position. This made me think in 2010 what’s wrong with me? What can i do differently to get ahead in my life? How can I convince people to hire me? How can I change my resume to gain recruiters attention? All of the questions I tried to get the answers to in 2010. I changed my resume a million times, I’ve emailed recruiters on what I can approve to be hired for the company, I also changed up my interview style. In 2011 no more!!! I don’t give a shit I’m mentally exhausted trying to figure this shit out and still ending up failing. If you don’t like me so the fuck what? If you ask me shit not pertaining to the job at hand I’m going to call you out on it. I don’t owe anyone shit, no one gave shit to me so fuck it and fuck all the motherfuckers that that said fuck it to my resume and job applications when the saw it. Oh how can I forget, i want to say a collective FUCK YOU’s to all of those that said, we will keep you in mind for future opportunities but still hire someone dumber then dumber (I hope your projects fail and your business go under). Anyway on to positive thinking, I was told to think positive and positive things will come to you. I guess if you’re living in a Disney movie that would work, but in life sometimes things don’t always goes as you would like it. Sometimes you have the best intentions and things can go the complete opposite. Being that today is Dr. Martin Luther King Jr Day, I will end with this, “We must combine the toughness of the serpent and the softness of the dove, a tough mind and a tender heart.”
