June 2011
6 posts
2 tags
I was watching The Devil Wears Prada today and I turned it off in disgust. why? Because I realize that speech that the dude was talking to Andy about in the fashion closet means completely and absolutely bull shit. Update on the job trail: Nothing!
May 2011
7 posts
how does it feel to be unappreciated?
How does it feel to be unwanted? These two questions just pop up in my mind. Maybe I’m depending on the feeling of belonging to having a job. Rightfully so, having a job there is a level of dependency of employee and employer. Honestly I would like to be at a point in my life where I’m doing something I’m great at and I’m happy. I don’t know if that means working in...
Something has been on my mind for a while...
This hurts me thinking about, this hurts me writing about this, but what if Fashion is not for me or where I need to be?! It’s a sad thought, fashion is all i ever known, being creative is all i ever known. I’ve been thinking about this for a long because it seems like no one believes in me, no one. It hurts my feelings that many emails I’ve sent out to people just for it to be...
There's a Trend here!
”Is something wrong with me?” That’s the question I write in my rants so far and crazy enough I was going to write another, “Is something wrong with me?” rant. So here’s the update… still jobless. I went on an interview today for a really good company. The position I applied for was a entry level position but the recruiter forward my resume for another...
January 2011
40 posts
3 tags
You Win Some and You Loose Some
In my case I don’t gain shit. Another day another rant on tumblr. The last time I wrote on here I was eager about the start of the work week with the possibility of hearing back from the jobs I applied to. Well I am here to write, that the week as past and nothing. I didn’t hear back from anyone I applied to, what else is new? It’s a new year and a new year of thinking. In 2010...
Anxiety for Monday
I always have some what of an anxiety for the start of the work week or non-week work in my case. I guess it’s the anxiety of the stuff I can accomplish or can’t. But as of late during the weekend waiting for the week start I’m anxious most of all knowing my fate with job applications I’ve applied for. Sometimes I hear back from some companies and some I don’t. But I...
I just finished watching the Real Housewives of Beverly Hills when Taylor realizes that her husband is a complete bore. But it really broke my heart for this housewife to be married to a man that is no fun and seems like he doesn’t celebrate a lot. But what I analyzed from Taylor’s dilemma is that growing up starting from pre-k, we as human compare ourselves to the next person and...
Mission: Fitness
Ok I have come to the understanding that I may never get employed for awhile. Even though the realization of that is fucked up, I can’t do anything if no companies wants me. So I have a mission. What is that mission you asked? Fitness. That’s right I will be home all the time I think I should get on the treadmill for at least 30 minutes for 5-6 days a week. Thinking about it I...
